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  We launched ourselves onto the bikes and pedalled silently along the middle of our avenue, keeping our feet away from crunching gravel. My watch told me it was a bit after two o’clock. A haze of fog was in the air and my breath came out in cloudy puffs. All the houses I could see had darkened windows and only the soft moon glow to show gardens, fences and cars parked in driveways or on front lawns. But further down the hill was the central part of town, bathed in a golden glow of streetlights. Everything was utterly still and quiet, but my heart was pumping quickly. Bon looked from left to right; he looked behind, to where we had come from. He was watchful and cautious.

  We rode in shadow until we reached the edge of the main street shops.

  “Now what?” I asked.

  “Listen,” Bon instructed.

  I could hear murmuring voices and small bursts of laughter coming from the direction of the bridge.

  “Duane and Annie and Mitch, Melanie and Rob. I think that’s all the names I’ve heard from there,” Bon said. “Each time I’ve been out, I’ve heard them sitting there under the bridge. It’s like their secret meeting place.”

  I heard the clink of a drink bottle and a faint drift of cigarette smoke.

  “We should keep moving,” I said.

  “There’s somewhere we need to go to next,” Bon whispered and pedalled his bike ahead. It was the Imperial Hotel that we stopped at. Not at the main entrance, but at the plain side door marked Accommodation. Bon fumbled in a pocket and suddenly had a key in his hand. He unlocked and opened the door as confidently as I might have opened our front door at home. We pulled our bikes inside the entrance, away from the streetlight glow.

  “Wouldn’t someone else be staying in that room?” I whispered in alarm.

  Bon shrugged, then suddenly hissed, “Car!” We tumbled inside as the engine sound came closer. The bikes were a nuisance at this moment, and we clunked and bumped them awkwardly through the doorway. Bon had pushed the door quickly and quietly shut, and now we stood in total gloom. The car drove past along the main street, then made a turn somewhere nearby and began to fade a little from our hearing.

  “What now?”

  “There’s stairs,” he whispered, setting his bike against the wall. “Follow me.”

  It was nearly impossible to see him, and I put a hand on his shoulder so as not to lose him. I could hear his hands reach out and find the walls with his fingertips, his nails making a soft tapping sound until he got his bearings. He began to walk, and I followed. The steps were carpeted and smelled musty. We reached a landing and climbed a last short stretch of steps before stopping at another door. I heard Bon’s key in another lock, and the door opened.

  My family and I had never visited Bon and his mum here. A streetlight shone in through the only window and showed a small room. There were two beds, a wardrobe, a basin and mirror, and a bedside table with a digital clock that blinked the wrong time, over and over. I could smell musty carpet and something else, a lingering sweetness of wine or beer. It felt creepy, and I almost expected someone to sit up in one of the beds, stare at us and scream.

  “No one else is staying here,” Bon said, raising his voice beyond a whisper. “But don’t turn the light on,” he warned, walking over to the window.

  “How come you’ve got a key?” I asked. My voice was shaky and I could feel the goosebumps on my arms and legs.

  “Mum gave her key back to the hotel manager,” Bon said, “but I’d already had another key cut.”

  “Why?’

  “Because my mum would lose things,” he answered. “Especially things like keys.”

  I walked over to the window as well. “You can see everything from here,” I said. “The whole town, and all the way to the highway. Even the old railway bridge. It looks like a black skeleton.”

  “Yes,” Bon agreed. “I like this view. I used to stand here sometimes at night and look at everything. In the daytime as well. I drew pictures of the town and the way everything looked.” After a pause, he added, “I even thought maybe Mum and I were going to live here properly. It was better than lots of other places we’d stayed at. And way better than staying at the caravan park.”

  “Like Julia had to?”

  “Yes,” he answered softly.

  There was something I had to ask. “Did you know Julia before you started school here? Because it was like you did. Like you were already friends.”

  “How could you tell?”

  I thought quickly of the first moment I had seen Bon and Julia together, and then of everything Julia had told me about Bon. And about myself.

  “It was as though you knew lots about each other.”

  I heard him let out a long sigh that seemed to mean, Okay, I’ll tell you now.

  “Mum told me she was taking me up to Nan’s. We left the last place we were staying and drove for hours. Then our car needed petrol. We came to one of those big highway service centres.” He paused. “And Julia was there with her mum. Their car had broken down; there was oil on the ground everywhere. Her mum was really worked up and asked my mum where we were going. She offered us money to bring them along as well. So that’s what happened.”

  It took me a moment to think all this through, to add it to what little I had known to start with.

  Beside me in the darkness, Bon fidgeted with the blind cord. Then he said, “Her mum sat in the front with my mum, and they spent the trip talking about all sorts of stuff. Julia’s mum was really nervous, as though someone was after them.” He paused again. “I didn’t like her. She made the inside of our car feel really weird. And Julia was so quiet at first; she stared out her window and didn’t say anything. My mum put some music on, loud, and she and Julia’s mum kept talking. They smoked just about a whole packet of cigarettes, too. That was when Julia started talking with me, and the rest of the way to the caravan park, we whispered little bits and pieces about ourselves to each other. It was harder at the caravan park, because Julia’s mum wouldn’t let us be together much. She told Julia not to tell me anything, but it was too late by then.”

  Bon let out a long breath, as though he had just run a race.

  “How come you and your mum left the caravan park?”

  “My mum wound up thinking Julia’s mum was a bit weird, too. I didn’t tell her what I knew, but Mum thought there was something strange going on, and didn’t want to hang around to find out what exactly. So we came here. It was quieter than the caravan park. Mum slept a lot. I wrote and drew. I read stories.” He glanced at me. “I met up with Julia sometimes.”

  “And you had free breakfasts at the cafe,” I reminded him.

  “It gets hard for my mum to plan things each day,” Bon said in a resigned voice. “It was easier if I just did the things I needed to do, like breakfast and stuff. I was used to it. I was okay. I can look after myself, you know. I don’t need grown-ups.”

  Yes, you do, I thought, then remarked out loud, “This feels creepy,” because again I was gripped by the thought that someone else could be lurking in the darkness of the small room or the hallway outside. “Bon, can we go now?”

  “You haven’t ask me the next question,” he replied.

  “The next question?”

  “Yes,” he said, and there was the hint of a laugh in his voice. “About who might be after Julia’s mum.”

  By now I knew. “Julia’s dad.”

  “Yes.”

  “Why?”

  “Because Julia wasn’t supposed to be with her mum. She was supposed to be with her dad, but her mum had stolen her. And she’d been hiding Julia for two years.” Unexpectedly, Bon’s hand rested on my shoulder. “And now Julia is back with her dad.” His voice dropped. “Except I don’t know where they’ve gone to. That’s still the bad bit.”

  We both fell silent, and the darkness and emptiness of the room started to swallow us again.

  “Bon, I think we should go now.” He stayed at the window a while longer, so I said it again, adding, “Please. I don’t really lik
e it here.”

  “It’s okay,” he answered, without looking at me. “It’s just an empty room. My empty room.” But at last, we were outside again, the door locked, and the two of us going downstairs, with me gripping the back of Bon’s jumper. And then we were outside with our bikes in the chilly air.

  “You are scared, aren’t you?” Bon said. “It’s okay, you know.”

  “I just want to go home,” I admitted. “It really feels weird being out by ourselves like this.”

  I looked around nervously, expecting to see house lights being turned on, or the local police patrol car turning silently into the street, its lights blindingly bright. I suddenly longed to be back at home and said urgently, “Bon, we have to go. Now.”

  We pedalled quickly, and in silence. Soon enough, we had left the shops and main street behind. I was starting to feel tired.

  But as we reached the corner and started back into our street, my heart jumped. “Oh, no,” I whispered.

  I knew Dad would be furious. We could see him in the front yard. He was turning his head in frantic half circles, and when he spotted us, I could see the way his shoulders dropped and his arms folded themselves across his chest.

  His voice was a controlled, soft growl. “What on earth do you two think you’re doing?”

  Bon stared at Dad. His mouth was open and I could tell he was frightened.

  “Just riding,” I said, shocked that we’d been caught out.

  “Just riding,” Dad repeated. “At three in the morning?” He jabbed a thumb towards the house. “Inside, now. By the front door, thanks, not the window.”

  My hands were clenched tight to the handlebars, and I could see Bon’s were as well.

  Dad pointed. “Just put the bikes down; I’ll put them away. Go inside and get back into bed, both of you. We’ll talk about this in the morning.”

  As I followed Bon to the door, I heard Dad mutter, “Just riding. Well, there won’t be any of that for a while.”

  CHAPTER 17

  We were in a lot of trouble.

  My parents sat Bon and me down the next morning before we’d even begun breakfast. I knew how my parents’ faces would be – Dad frowning and plain mad, and Mum with an expression somewhere between cranky and upset.

  “Look at me when I’m speaking to you,” Dad instructed.

  But I shook my head. I was at the edge of the lounge room sofa, staring hard at the carpet and feeling as though I wanted to launch myself out of the room and through the back door.

  Bon, meanwhile, had squashed himself as far back into the sofa as he could.

  “What,” Dad went on, “was going on in your heads? What were you doing out on the streets at three in the morning?”

  I thought hard about how to answer. “I was teaching Bon to ride.” I knew it sounded like a fib.

  “What?” Dad exclaimed.

  I looked up. “I was teaching Bon how to ride the bike. There’s no traffic early in the morning, so it was safer.” Which sounded even more pathetic.

  Dad and Mum exchanged mouths-open looks, shaking their heads at the same time.

  “Kieran,” Mum said, “you’ll have to do a lot better than that. Bon? What have you got to say?”

  “I needed the practice,” Bon answered.

  “You needed the practice,” Dad repeated.

  Bon quickly added, “I’d never ridden a bike till I came here. Kieran was helping me.”

  “At three in the morning?” Mum and Dad chorused.

  “Yes,” Bon replied in the precise voice I hadn’t heard in a while. “Like Kieran said, we decided there was less traffic and it was safer.”

  Of course it wasn’t enough to convince my parents.

  “Is Kieran in trouble?” Gina asked as she made her morning entrance, complete with pink pony pyjamas and a handful of dolls. Then she looked at Bon. “Is Bon in trouble too?” she asked in a more alarmed voice.

  We were grounded, my parents decided. No outings – and no bikes. Bon and I were banned from riding anywhere for a fortnight.

  “And you will be driven to and from school,” Mum told us, shaking her head. “Honestly, you two …”

  Lost for words, she had Bon pack up his things and drove him back to Nan’s. I stayed on the couch for a long time afterwards. I didn’t feel hungry enough to eat breakfast, and my head was full of how boring the next two weeks were going to be.

  I had never practised so many ball skills in my entire life. Each afternoon, I worked my way around the entire backyard, from the driveway gate to Dad’s shed and along the back fence to the clothesline. I dribbled the ball at a walk and a sprint, I worked on the foot flicks that sent the ball up in the air to be caught and balanced on my forehead. I was determined not to be a reserve-list player for another year. I really wanted Mr Garcia to see how much I’d improved and how ready I was for the next soccer season. I counted the days grounded so far – one, two, three – and then added up what was left.

  But when I daydreamed too much, the ball went astray. A few times, it even went over the back fence and I had to climb through the wire to retrieve it, stealing extra minutes just to be on the wrong side of the fence. I wished that I could go somewhere – a park, the shops, a friend’s house. Friends? I guessed that Mason and Lucas had crossed me off their list by now. In my head, I ran through all the other names of kids that I knew, picturing their houses and their parents. I paused at the end of the list, kicking the ball back into our yard before Mum noticed I was outside the boundary. Bon. That was the name I came to last. And I realised, without ever intending to, that I had come to know him best of everybody.

  Mum and Dad didn’t say very much to me for the first couple of days. I wasn’t used to punishments with groundings and long silences, and was glad to get to school each day, even if it meant being driven there, as though I was five years old.

  “Why aren’t we walking?” Gina asked.

  “Because,” Mum answered, “your brother hasn’t been responsible enough.”

  “Stop looking at me, Gina,” I muttered, because my sister’s wide-eyed look was making me feel as though I was someone who should be doing time in jail. After a couple of days, Mum began to ask the sorts of questions that I’d been dreading.

  “What were you thinking, Kieran? Didn’t it occur to you that we’d find out? That we’d be beside ourselves with worry if you hadn’t returned?” And finally, a question I was only a little comfortable replying to: “Where did you go?”

  “Just around the main part of town. The shops, the park, the streets nearby. That’s all,” I said.

  My answer didn’t make Mum any happier, and she gave me the kind of look that seemed to say, there’s more that you’re not telling me.

  Nan dropped Bon around at our place the following Friday for his weekend sleepover. “Could be a long weekend for boys who suddenly seem to like being out on their bikes together,” Nan remarked at the door.

  “A very long weekend,” Mum agreed, then added, “What’s that?” as Nan held something up in one hand.

  “A door key.” Nan glanced sideways at Bon, who I could see had been hoping to slip through the front door and avoid any unwelcome conversations.

  He heaved a loud sigh. “A key to the hotel room Mum and I had. I wanted to go back and visit it sometimes. And I showed Kieran as well.”

  Mum exchanged a look with Nan that I couldn’t read. And then glared at me.

  “The hotel is not your home any more, Bon,” Nan told him. “Or the caravan park. You and I have had that talk.” She said to Mum, “I’m returning it to the Imperial this morning, just to avoid any more trouble.”

  “We’ve got one more week of being grounded, and then everything is back to normal,” Bon reminded her.

  “Normal!” Nan laughed and kissed him on the forehead. I wondered why the word amused her so much. “Normal is something we’re still working on, my dear.”

  Being stuck at home felt anything but normal, but having Bon around felt different
now. Instead of avoiding him, I found myself sharing the house and the backyard with him. He wasn’t really interested in kicking a ball around, and he still spent time playing with Gina. But as Friday became Saturday, and morning drifted into afternoon, we found ourselves together at the computer being game opponents and later, sprawled on the lounge room floor watching a movie. We agreed on pizza as our Saturday takeaway dinner treat when Mum asked us to choose, and finished the day quietly in our room. Bon lay on the trundle bed, drawing in his book. I began to read a magazine, but wasn’t concentrating very well.

  “Have you got that note with you?” I asked him.

  He nodded, pointing at his backpack on the floor. “It’s in there. Why?”

  I rolled over on my bed and looked at him. “Because I’m going to ask Dad if he can help.”

  “But your dad’s mad at us. We’re in trouble.”

  “It won’t be forever, and the note is proof that you’re supposed to have Julia’s bike now. So whoever’s got it has to hand it over. Dad will make them,” I reassured him.

  We stared at each other a moment, before Bon shrugged his shoulders and picked up his drawing pen.

  “What is it?” I asked.

  “Nothing,” he mumbled.

  I realised then. “Bon, Dad’s not a scary guy. Are you frightened of him?”

  “No,” Bon replied, in a voice that clearly meant yes.

  “Dad knows lots of people around town. The guys in his team – there’s a high school teacher, a couple of truckies, a mechanic, guys who work on farms. He knows the people who run the caravan park. And Jacko the goalie, he’s a police officer. If we show Dad the note, he’ll be able to help out. You’ll see.” I waited for Bon to look up. “Okay?”

  Bon gazed at his artwork in silence before reaching for the backpack and pulling out Julia’s note. “Here,” he said, and held it out for me to take. “But don’t let your dad keep it. I want it back.”

  “Sure,” I agreed, and stood up to put it in the top drawer of my desk.

  The right time to ask had to be the following morning, and I waited for the familiar quiet sounds of Dad preparing for his morning run. Quickly, I threw on clothes and sneakers, tucking the note into the button-down back pocket of my shorts.